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These Broken Parts

from Spider Gods by Spider Gods

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This song, along with a few of the others on this record, reflect the hardest time I've ever had in my life. I was very suicidal, and let too many things around me, really affect my life and my mind in a negative way. I felt more and more introverted, like nobody would understand what I was going through. I hope to never feel this way again.. And these words stand as some I should never again put to paper, or feel within myself. But I do know what it is like to be at the bottom, and will always sympathize, and genuinely care about people going through the same thing. I wouldn't be anywhere without my friends. I try to keep them close, though it is ingrained in me to push them away. Always having a desperate need to keep this mania turned down.

lyrics

I need to go out with friends, I can't be alone
alone in this tomb that I call a home.
I started out good, but I ended up sad
the neglect of your love has made me bad.
My heart, my thoughts, and these broken parts.
I can feel myself dying
Drain my brain, erase all these thoughts
because I'm naked and crying / waking and trying.
Change my ways and fill up my days
with the sun that is shining.
Release my anger in much better ways
than the tears that I'm shedding.
My fucked up past has made me mad
maybe I lost the best thing I ever had,
or maybe the best is yet to come.
It's bad to feel old, but it's good to feel young.

credits

from Spider Gods, released January 14, 2014
Words by Johny

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Spider Gods Louisville, Kentucky

Timsey Croffs - bass
Johny O'blivion - vocals
Slick Sanchez - guitar
Aaron the Machine - drums

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